Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Life again~~

Just wondering if you had to pick an age to be for your whole life,
knowing that you would just stay that age and never grow older,
what age would you pick?

Would you pick 2, the first time you know how to speak and walk.

Would you pick 4, so that you are well taken care of, living life happily ever after.

Would you pick 6, so the only thing you have to worry about is how to get your parents’ attention.

Would you pick 7, the first year of the primary school.

Would you pick 13, the time that you start to act like an adult.

Would you pick 15, to experience falling in love for the first time again.

Would you pick 16, so that you can party all night long with your girlfriends.

Would you pick 17, last year that you can wear the school uniform.

Would you pick 18, you start to move out from your house, and live in your own world and pursue your own crazy dreams, forever.

Would you pick 25, when you start your first career.

Or how about 30, so that you can always tell everyone that you're only 30,
and doesn't want to get married yet.

Would you pick, any number, understand that you wont be able to grow old with your loved ones?

I think we all have no choice but to succumb to the nature.
Growing up is a process.
Life is a process.
We are a process.
The universe is a process.
Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

Embrace life.

babelism of thinkings

Sometimes it could be scary just to think about how
how you would regret in the future with the things that you had done in the past.

You laughed at your own hairstyle in the old photo albums.

You wished you have a little more courage to talk to that boy you like.

You wished you have spent a little more time with your family.

You wished you could have spent more time with your girl pals.

You hoped you have studied a little harder for your exams.

You regretted on not taking another path.

Ten years after today,you might regret for not doing something more constructive
than reminiscing the past that you could never turn back to.

The scariest part is that
you will never know what is the right thing to do now,
which is the correct road to take
you just stand solidly
in the middle of the road
in the midst of confusion
surrounded by all haze which makes your brain blank
until the present became the past and the past is irreversible,
that somehow someday you'll look back and feel remorseful for something.

How scary? Life~